Identity Crisis

I’m not assuming anyone actually reads my blog but if you do you may notice I’ve been experiencing an identity crisis of sorts. I initially started this blog to document my coding journey. Although I am still exploring a career in coding, my journey is still in its infancy. I’m learning terminology, various languages, their differences, uses & much more. Honestly, what I’m learning is neither interesting or riveting to most even to me which is why I haven’t been writing much about what I’ve learned to date.

Then I started to write about my mother and how the loss of her has at times devastated me but also reinvigorated feelings of resentment and at times, anger.

At this point, I’m done trying to curate my blog or make it pretty. Life’s a mess; and I don’t mean that in a negative way. I just mean you can be all over the place one minute and the next, everything goes your way and that’s okay. As long as you find meaning and satisfaction, what else matters?